Tuesday, 12 May 2015

Bout of Books Day 2: Character Face-Off (Celaena Sardothien vs. Katniss Everdeen)



Character Face-Off

hosted by LuLo Fangirl


"Create the ultimate character face-off. 
Pick two of your all-time favorite characters. They can be from the books you chose for the read-a-thon (or not — totally up to you). 
Even though they are both your favorite, you HAVE to choose one as the winner. And tell me why. Sell me on why this ONE character is your favorite character of ALL characters."

Celaena Sardothien vs. Katniss Everdeen

Opponent #1: Celaena Sardothien













Who: An assassin with a dark and mysterious past
Pros: Confident, smart, lethal, self-efficient, kind
Cons: Stubborn, unpredictable, reckless, burdened with her past

Opponent #2: Katniss Everdeen











Who: A miner’s daughter from a poor district of Panem
Pros: Loyal, well-intentioned, smart, brave, top-notch survival skills, unselfish, independent
Cons: Shies away from people, inattentive of own and others’ feelings, has trust issues, prejudiced

Winner: Celaena Sardothien
This was a really tough call, because these two kickass heroines are probably my favourite heroines, ever. Both Katniss and Celaena have very tragic and traumatic backgrounds, yet they are somehow able to rise above them. While Celaena was partially forced to take the profession of an assassin, and even though the profession has hardened her to some extent, she still is compassionate in both friendships and romantic relationships (with which Katniss struggles). Celaena also possesses an extended range of physical skills compared to Katniss, even though Katniss can also be very lethal with her bow. While Katniss tends to shy away from people and isn’t always comfortable in her own body, Celaena is proud of her womanhood and who she is and isn’t afraid to show it. Even though I love Katniss to death, I think I have to conclude that Celaena wins this face-off. But a really close call! After all, despite Katniss's weaknesses, she is able to win people over and wants to overcome her limitations.


What do you think? Do you agree, or are completely disagreeing with me here? 

Top Ten Tuesday (#22): Authors I want to meet


Top Ten Tuesday this week is about 

 Authors I want to meet 
(In no particular order)

1. Sarah J. Maas (e.g. Throne of Glass series)The Empress of kickass heroines and tragedies.

2.  George R.R. Martin (e.g. A Song of Ice and Fire series)The King of all-conquering fantasy and violence.

3. Chuck Palahniuk (e.g. Fight Club). The Prince of dark humour and controversies. 

4. J.K. Rowling (e.g. Harry Potter series)The Queen of magic and undying love. 

5. John Green (e.g. The Fault in Our Stars)The Viscount of smart dialogue and salty tears. 

6. Ernest Cline (e.g. Ready Player One). The Grand Duke of geekiness and imagination. 

7.  Margaret Atwood (e.g. The Handmaid's Tale). The Duchess of feminism and dystopia. 

8.  Scott Lynch (e.g. Gentleman Bastard series) . The Earl of twists and turns and broken hearts. 

9. Brandon Sanderson (e.g. Mistborn series)The Baron of adventures and brilliant characters.

10. Oliver Sacks (e.g. The Man Who Mistook His Wife for a Hat and Other Clinical Tales). The Emperor of neurology and humanity. 


I decided to go with authors who still breath and write, instead of including writers who have already passed (unfortunately, Oliver Sacks has recently announced that he has a terminal cancer and it is just unbelievably sad). 

Bout of Books Day 1: Bookish Survey



Bookish Survey 


And so it begins - the first challenge!


1. How do you organize your shelves?


A very good question because it really depends on my mood! At the moment my books are organised by the colour of their spines, usually starting from the brightest colours and meeting at the middle as white or black. Sometimes, I like to organise them in an alphabetical order, sometimes they are positioned in the order I want to read them.


2. What is one of your favorite book that’s not in one of your favorite genres?

The thing is that I'm abhorrently stuck with my own ways and don't read that much outside my favourite genres anymore which are fantasy and science fiction. Realistic fiction would probably be the second best genre, and my favourite book from that genre definitely is Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk. 

3. What is the last 5 star book you read?

The thing is that I rarely give any 5 star reviews so it's pretty easy to remember which one it was, and it was Challenger Deep by Neal Shusterman.

4. What book are you most excited to read during the read-a-thon?

Hmm, I made a list of them here, and I guess I would have to say that The Painted Man by Peter V. Brett or Talon by Julie Kagawa. The thing is, though, that I've just made a bunch of new review copy requests, so I might change the list sooner rather than later haha. 

5. What book do you recommend the most?

Ohh, the question. Can I recommend five? Oh, I can? GREAT. The Handmaids's Tale by Margaret Atwood, The Lies of Locke Lamora by Scott Lynch, Ready Player One by Ernest Cline, The Strange and Beautiful Sorrows of Ava Lavender by Lesley Walton, and A Storm of Swords by George R.R. Martin. 


But I guess, if I really had to pick one... It would be A Storm of Swords by George R.R. Martin.


Bout of Books (Spring 2015)


The Bout of Books read-a-thon is organized by Amanda @ On a Book Bender and Kelly @ Reading the Paranormal. It is a week long read-a-thon that begins 12:01am Monday, May 11th and runs through Sunday, May 17th in whatever time zone you are in. Bout of Books is low-pressure. There are challenges, giveaways, and a grand prize, but all of these are completely optional. For all Bout of Books 13 information and updates, be sure to visit the Bout of Books blog.  
- From the Bout of Books team

Thank God, I made it! I almost forgot this very special event, and by some freak accident I came across a blog post which was hyping about Bout of Books May 2015 Edition. I'm so glad that I didn't miss this one because there has been so many communal reading events that I've completely forgotten about or hadn't had the time for in the past. But now that I've officially started my summer holiday, Bout of Books is the perfect way to start my reading-filled summer! 

✿ Time Devoted 

I try to read at least three hours a day, but knowing me and my roller coaster moods I might end up reading twelve hours one day and the next only 30 minutes! So, no promises there. 

✿ Goals 

I'd like to read at least three books by the end of the week, but I'd be thrilled if I could read four or even five. We'll see! I have a tremendous TBR-list and this event is the perfect way to commit myself to shorten it, at least a little bit.

 Books To Read 

I'm relatively short of review copies, so now would be the most convenient time to read books that have been on my shelf for ages but hadn't gotten around to them just yet. Some of these are

The Golden Compass by Philip Pullmann
Leviathan by Scott Westerfeld
Evertrue by Brodi Ashton
The Painted Man by Peter V. Brett
Talon by Julie Kagawa

Some of my to-be-reviewed ARCS are:

The Stars Never Rise by Rachel Vincent
Paperweight by Meg Haston 


I hope you all (participating or not) will have a great, reading-filled week to come!

Monday, 11 May 2015

Challenger Deep by Neal Shusterman

Description from Goodreads

Caden Bosch is on a ship that's headed for the deepest point on Earth: Challenger Deep, the southern part of the Marianas Trench.

Caden Bosch is a brilliant high school student whose friends are starting to notice his odd behavior.

Caden Bosch is designated the ship's artist in residence, to document the journey with images.

Caden Bosch pretends to join the school track team but spends his days walking for miles, absorbed by the thoughts in his head.

Caden Bosch is split between his allegiance to the captain and the allure of mutiny.

Caden Bosch is torn.

A captivating and powerful novel that lingers long beyond the last page, Challenger Deep is a heartfelt tour de force by one of today's most admired writers for teens.





I have been postponing writing the review for Challenger Deep for a week now. Not because I don't what to say, or because I didn't like it. I wanted to make justice to it. I fell in love with this novel, Shusterman's prose, the depiction of the agony of having a mental illness, the despair and the confusion that consume the main protagonist, his family, and the readers alike. At times I was absorbed by the story so that I had to read for hours, and then I became so anxious that I had to stop for few days. Challenger Deep is about an issue that has been written about so many times before (yet not talked about enough), but still Shusterman was able to add something original, something personal to the story, making the story touching and important. 

One of the most frequent misunderstandings about people with mental illnesses, is that they transform into completely different people. Yes, mental illnesses change people, their thoughts and their behaviours, but majority of the people with illnesses still are who they were before the onset of the illness. Shusterman depicts this beautifully. Even though Caden, the main character, has lost his sense of reality, he still is Caden. While the adventures Caden has, are anxiety-provoking and painfully clearly in his own head, the reader doesn’t become afraid of them. I’m not exactly sure how the author manages to accomplish it, but as the delusions become a more fundamental part of the storyline, the more natural but less fearsome they become. I’m not saying here that ‘hey, it’s okay if you are delusional and don’t worry if you have some’, but the readers become to understand, that while those symptoms/delusions change Caden’s behaviour, they don’t change Caden as he acts as himself in his mental adventures (if this makes any sense). Caden is still Caden. You just can’t see it because the illness prevents it.

The unification of the reality and the delusions is so elegantly written. At the beginning, the reader is trying to put the pieces together and make sense of the narrative (just as Caden and his family is), but gradually everything seems to fall in place (even though not in the hoped way). Slowly, you begin to understand the roles of the characters and events, as the lives of a high school student and a crewmate of a ship come together, often in surprising ways. The alternating view points of these lives makes the readers intrigued and consumed at the same time. The short chapters only emphasise the fragmented life Caden leads, and how difficult it is for one to lead such life without losing your way. The whole book is a contemplation of nightmarish and brief chapters, which make the book beautiful in a dark way.

The author comments very compellingly how the stigma around mental illnesses still today is strong and burdensome. Even though Caden’s thoughts are occupied where they normally wouldn't be and he becomes obsessed in different rituals, he still is Caden. Yet, sometimes people become afraid of those who have become sick and start teetering around them, in order to not to disturb or make the situation worse. Of course this kind of behavior is a natural response if the mental illnesses are a completely new acquaintances. Caden’s parents are not sure how to react to his worryingly changing behaviour, even though they are desperate to help. His friends start to avoid him or aren’t able to make sense of his behaviour. No one seems to understand what Caden is going through, and this is the sad truth in real life as well. Those who haven’t had a mental illness, just don’t know what these people really are experiencing. We can only try, and often we fail.

Even though I don’t personally have a mental illness, I think all of us have these anxious, consuming thoughts from time to time. The way Shusterman describes these anxious thoughts of Caden, I felt like he had written down my own thoughts that I have had at a bad time (may just not to the same extent as Caden has them), but I had never been able to form into actual words. The fact that Shusterman has personal experience with mental illnesses most likely contributed to this. In the author’s note, he mentions how he lost his best friend to a mental illness, and how his son is currently fighting against one. The author has included some of his son’s drawings in the text, and used some of the descriptions of how it feels to be consumed by a mental illness given by his son. Before you even read Shusterman’s note, you just knew that this isn’t all made up. There is something so powerful and real in the writing, which makes you instantly know that these must be real experiences, at least partially.

I’m still reeling from reading Challenger Deep. I can’t believe how talented writer Shusterman is, and how he was able to write a book that was so confusing, but still made perfect sense. The depiction of suffering from a mental illness is a complex thing, and it’s not a task for everyone. Shusterman, however, nailed it. The importance of writing books about mental illnesses and their complexities is crucial, as the suffers still are misunderstood and don’t always receive a proper reception from others/outsiders. Challenger Deep is a highly recommended novel by me, and definitely my favourite book so far of 2015. I just hope that I have been able to express properly the value I hold for this book.